Hungry

I desire to be love the right way
Day after day
Not once a week
Then the love you have for me is not complete
I need someone to hold and give this love too
Is that you?
It could be
Only if you see
What a good woman I can be
Loving you unconditionally
You wonder where I have been the rest of you life
But it just took time
For me to find you
And trust me to you I'll always be true
Wanting to be with you at all time
Constantly on my mind
My heart grumbles from the hunger of your love
Sometimes its not enough
Leaving me speechless but this is what your love do
Cause I know its true
Feed me your eternal love
And even when you feel your done
Feed me more
So much of it I want to endure
I'm hungry for you

Flatline

Kiss me and tell me i'm beautiful again

Smile at me like you use to when you come in

Look at one with love in your eyes

Hold me when I cry

There was a time when we were complete

We were all we needed

But mistakes were made

And slowly our relationship is going down the drain

Now I want you more than ever

And I thought we would be together forever

I could shed a tear

And you wouldn't care

Looking at you trying to get you to look my way

Want to hear you say

The things you use to just to make me smile

Now I can't even have a minute of your time

Sometimes I wish I was dead

Cause you don't care

This pain is eating my heart through

Unsure of what to do

Someone charge my heart one more time

Before it flatlines

Heal my broken soul

Heal my broken soul

Empty Soul

Look at my eyes tell me what you see
Misery
No
Misery found a place to go
Pain
At least not today
No emotions can be seen
If it not easy to read
The hurt has eaten my heart through
Forgetting what it feels to have something true
Trapped inside an black heart
Wanting to learn the art
Of loving
My eyes are uncovered
But here I walk down this road
To my empty soul

Fustration

Frustration
Placing me
Where i don't want to be
Chewing Ice
It just not right
Days turn weeks
Weeks to months
Celibacy seems the way to go
Either that or you know

Life

What can be said about life?

In my eyes not much cause the life I have lived hasn't been perfect....not even touching a normal life. And right now i'm living for three other people, everything I do reflects on all of our life.

Most of my life my decisions has been made for me....sometimes it was the right thing others I regert.

Now its my life, making decisions when I never learn the different between a good and a bad choice. A child raising a child is what my mother use to say and then I never understood what she was referring too but now I see. And it may be too late but no matter how I feel I have to keep moving...

Finally Untouchable is in the making and soon I will hopefully placing it on my blog for all to read but if I don't just ask me for my book I always have it. And if you want a glance of what Untouchable is about check out on my blog.

P. Nitemare

The Dark Corner

The Dark Corner

The dark lines running down my back
Blood dripping from my neck
Eyes black and blue swollen with tears
Stomach touching my back
You hit me but I don't know how to react
Cowardly I go to my corner of serenity
Where you won't find me
Away from this pain you like to cause
But yet to you I seem to crawl
Blind by this love/hate relationship
Wanting to be but also wanting it to end
In my corner of darkness is where I stay
Trying not to be afraid

Mind of a Killer

Mind of a Killer

Have you ever had thoughts in your mind that just shouldn't be there? So many things pop in your mind that you fear. But they won't go away, they don't appear week by week but day to day you try so hard to shake them out of your mind. Because there just not right you have a mind of a killer but you never kill. Some say you’re sick and very ill, but it’s not other people you want to kill because you don't want them to feel the pain you feel. Its like a demon lives deep inside of you, you don't want to believe it but it’s true. It starts out by simple by popping some pills numbness is what you feel. The numbers add on then you’re laid on the floor talking never help. Because the doctor never felt what you felt then when you feel clean and free marks appears on your hands and knees. Just by throwing yourself down the steps who knows what you'll do next but something made you snap. Soon you will crack because too much pain is building up inside of you and you don't know where to go or what to do. This life I live I’m afraid to live because even though I know when it started I don't know when it will end. It can happen to me, him or her you too can have a mind of a killer.

Dry Tears

Dry Tears

When did you stop loving again?
What made you think we should end?
Have you found someone new?
Someone you feel is truly for you
Is that why you don't kiss me no more
Your eyes use to watch me now their looking on the floor
What did I do to make you stop loving me?
You once told me we were meant to be
But it was a lie they were all lies you fed me
It’s so easy for you to tell me to let go because we're not meant to be
How long did it take?
For you to go through your day
Like everything okay
Maybe I should do the same
Forget about the way you use to caress
When you loved me even when my hair was a mess
Loving that natural beauty I have
The way I use to laugh
But now our love is gone and so are you
Sometimes I don't know what to do
But I have to be strong for my kids
For them I plan to live
Yeah you hurt like you did before
But for you I won't cry no more

Phone Sex

Phone Sex

I love how you sexually talk to me
How you make me feel
With your words sliding deep inside of me
Nipple rising making it feel so real
The pleasure of your words
Explodes
Your voice so deep and calm
The phone slides out my sweaty palm
Yet my heart beats for you
It’s slow but it’s so true
My eyes can't lay on you just about now
So I see darkness all around
I only hear my erotic sounds
Moans and pleasurable screams
Sliding deeply in-between
Wanting to rub your skin
Open my heart and let you in
Kissing you everywhere
Softly sucking on your ear
My lips move down to your chin
You moan softly blowing out warm wind
Nibbling on your neck
Rubbing my fingers down your back
Tightly I grab your sides
Sit on your lap as I slowly grind
Slipping your shirt off
As mine fall
My lips travel down from your neck
Placing your hand on my chest as I feel you softly caress
My tongue makes a warm moist trail down your chest
Kissing slowly as warm kisses rest
These thought I can't control
Touching deeply in my soul
I guess that what happens when you’re addicted
To your simply phone sex

Untitled

Untitled

I'm crying on the inside
Trying to hide
Hide my pain and misery
I always thought our love was meant to be
My heart hurts every time I cry myself to sleep
Every night I weep
I have to bite my tongue constantly
So I won't say anything that would make you mad at me
Slipping off my ring
My happiness never knows where to begin
Love is not suppose to feel like this
I know you are a good man but something amiss
Why can't good love travel my way
And this time stay
Am I meant to be attracted to pain?
Listen to the lies that fall like rain
Sometimes I don't understand it maybe it's meOr maybe love just doesn't love me

Untouchable

Untouchable

By: Sechita D. Elliott







As the cool breeze of a spring day fills the room Syretta opens her eyes to nothing but blurs, she could hear the mumbles and whispers all around her but none of the voices seem familiar to her. Her heart begins to race as she panics she rubbing her eyes until they were red trying to clear her vision but it only got worst. Gripping the linen sheets was the only thing she could do to stop herself from freaking out, the voices stop there is nothing but silence all around her, her heart was beating so fast it felt as if it was going to jump out of her chest. Sweat dripping down her face… “Adrian” was the first words that escaped her lips. They were amazed that she knew anything when she was brought into the hospital she walked in by herself covered in blood, she was a medical mystery to them and they examined her for the past three weeks unable to understand why or even how she was able to make it in. “Adrian” Her voice was so weak when she said his name but she said that name so many times as the Doctors are in the room they knew that had to find Adrian…..As they continue to examine Syretta, shouting was heard from behind the door….she jumped up not because it scared her but because this was a voice she knew. The door swung open as she sat up in the bed her vision had never became clear but Syretta didn’t need it to she knew that frame. He stood 6’4 with a wide shoulder frame, his hair hung to his shoulders; his shirt was ripped as the security tried to keep him out of the room. But nothing would stop him from finding Syretta although so many obstacles have come in between them between the lies and murders. She moved to the edge of the bed as she simple closed her eyes she stop trying to see where she was or who was with her, as she lifts her hands he walks over to her placing her hands on his cheek. “Adrian” she said again but her voice didn’t sound weak anymore but soft and secure. “Syretta” his voice was deep as it echoes in the room…the doctors looked at them back and forth wondering why all they said was each other name. But to them that was all that needed to be said because in those two words they said everything they need to say to each other.