Hungry

I desire to be love the right way
Day after day
Not once a week
Then the love you have for me is not complete
I need someone to hold and give this love too
Is that you?
It could be
Only if you see
What a good woman I can be
Loving you unconditionally
You wonder where I have been the rest of you life
But it just took time
For me to find you
And trust me to you I'll always be true
Wanting to be with you at all time
Constantly on my mind
My heart grumbles from the hunger of your love
Sometimes its not enough
Leaving me speechless but this is what your love do
Cause I know its true
Feed me your eternal love
And even when you feel your done
Feed me more
So much of it I want to endure
I'm hungry for you

Flatline

Kiss me and tell me i'm beautiful again

Smile at me like you use to when you come in

Look at one with love in your eyes

Hold me when I cry

There was a time when we were complete

We were all we needed

But mistakes were made

And slowly our relationship is going down the drain

Now I want you more than ever

And I thought we would be together forever

I could shed a tear

And you wouldn't care

Looking at you trying to get you to look my way

Want to hear you say

The things you use to just to make me smile

Now I can't even have a minute of your time

Sometimes I wish I was dead

Cause you don't care

This pain is eating my heart through

Unsure of what to do

Someone charge my heart one more time

Before it flatlines

Heal my broken soul

Heal my broken soul

Empty Soul

Look at my eyes tell me what you see
Misery
No
Misery found a place to go
Pain
At least not today
No emotions can be seen
If it not easy to read
The hurt has eaten my heart through
Forgetting what it feels to have something true
Trapped inside an black heart
Wanting to learn the art
Of loving
My eyes are uncovered
But here I walk down this road
To my empty soul

Fustration

Frustration
Placing me
Where i don't want to be
Chewing Ice
It just not right
Days turn weeks
Weeks to months
Celibacy seems the way to go
Either that or you know

Life

What can be said about life?

In my eyes not much cause the life I have lived hasn't been perfect....not even touching a normal life. And right now i'm living for three other people, everything I do reflects on all of our life.

Most of my life my decisions has been made for me....sometimes it was the right thing others I regert.

Now its my life, making decisions when I never learn the different between a good and a bad choice. A child raising a child is what my mother use to say and then I never understood what she was referring too but now I see. And it may be too late but no matter how I feel I have to keep moving...